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Sunday, June 21, 2009  i dunno what happened but apparently fabbie really is keen on saying hello !!! LOL. i know next week is submission week and i should work my ass off now. but but but. motivation is just not there. sigh. alright. after this post and mask i'll put fabbie to sleep. LOL. time to work hard. i've make up my mind to grow my hair ! okay. not that long, somewhere to chin. so i've have to patiently wait for 3 months ! haha. went to my cousin's yesterday and apparently i refused to let him cut my hair short so he just do a trim that was easier then peeling apple from what he said. LOL. alright, people will see me often with my hair all tied up from now on.  and i hope this is what i can achieve in 3 months time. but i know it could never go to that thickness.   {2:28:00 pm}
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Friday, June 19, 2009 FABBIE SAYS HELLO i'm using fabbie to blog now !!!!!!!! hohohoho. fabbie pics are all on fb so i'm lazy to post here. LOL. these 2 weeks are crazy. really. this is really the turning point of my life. suddenly realize lots of things. and i decide to step out of my shell. these 6 months i've been shelling myself up from the whole world. i don't even know what's happening to my friends around me. burying myself with work is not healthy, i know. and i know i'm a freaking workaholic and i suddenly felt really really exhausted. to a point that i cannot sit down and do work anymore. i will just stare and stone. i know i'm not human to do all these things to myself, but i really really wanna be successful, but at this point of time i really really feel damn exhausted, stress, emotional, whatever. less then one week to the end of the sem. i know i've give up on quite an amt of things. but its very draining to do internship and school at the same time. and also these emotional fits. its been affecting me quite a lot. the sudden depression, these and that. the deprive of sleep causes me to have no appetite which means barely a meal a day. lets just say i'm like a part time immortal. no sleep no food. oh. the korean food that day is like one of my most rare normal full meal. and i just survive on coffee. and i seriously dunno what i'm thinking now. it must be those lack of sleep and love. people keep making bad decisions these days. {8:31:00 pm}
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Sunday, June 14, 2009 HELLO alright. i'm not dead yet. just that my 3.5years old ibook is dead on me. well i'm still on a loan windows com now. oh my, so weird typing in this, nvm my new macbook pro is arriving in a few days time ! hohohoho. many many many thanks to that 2 aunties that help me analysis the best bargains and instructed this IT noob here step by step how to order. LOL. macdonalds outing with the macs gang soon. yay ! ok, enough of the high-ness. i seriously had enough yesterday. omg. i can't believe i did all those crap again. this time is in front of so many strangers. opps. but i kindda feel relieve now. like i let a lot of things out, phew, stress from sch and work and all. shld do this more often. less then 2 weeks to go before it marks the end of this sem. no sleep no going out, just work and school for the 2 weeks. i hope i can survive ! and i wanna go sentosa, ktv and parrty during my one week break ! hohoho. ppl pls plan. i need more stress relieve. {12:25:00 pm}
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